Turning leaf... No not the wine, but actually turning a leaf. Today was different. I have been talking to Taylor about joining the gym for sometime now. Well, I made it down to the gym. Nervous as anything. Pulled into the parking lot and my stomach did a flip. I was scared! Found a parking space... Sat in the car for 5 minutes working up the courage to go inside. I had visions of knock out blonde babes in a meat market. Oh look a new dollar tree store, I havent been in the wig store in a long time, I didnt know there was a pancake house overthere... Ok focus.. You can do it... Dont be silly... I forgot about that consignment furniture store... STOP!!! STOP!!! STOP!!! FOCUS for goodness sake! I had to physc myself out to even walk inside. Ok so I joined! Guess what? There were not really any meat marketing going on- some people were larger than me, some were elderly, some were just normal and a few muscle head looking guys. So all that made me feel a lot better. I didnt work out. I wanted to wait for Taylor to get back from Orlando before I started. We will be going tomorrow! So now I have to think about goals. GOALS! Holy cow! Where do I start... Lets see maybe I will take it slow and set a goal of exercising and trying my best and watching my diet. Maybe I dont want to set something unattainable. Slow and steady should do it. My circle of influence, has never seen me skinny, in fact its been a long time since I have been thin a long time since I wore short skirts and high heels---- I dont want to go back to 21, but I am intrested in improving my health. Oh yeah turning leaf...